Tag: D&C

  • Post D&C

    “Have you picked out a good dream?” Yes.  New reality. New truth. Baby Porter. In my arms. Never letting go. Teeth are chattering. Tongue is throbbing. “Try to relax. Do you want another warmed blanket?” Yes. New reality. New truth. Baby Porter. Gone. Forever. Never letting go. My teeth hurt.…

  • Dilation and Curettage

    The day after we found out Porter was gone, I met my midwife, Michelle, for coffee to process and talk. I really struggled here. I didn’t want to decide the next step because I didn’t want it to be real. It was advised to me that because of my recent…